You walked into the party like you were walking onto a yacht ...... Your hat strategically dipped below one eye ......... Your scarf it was apricot .....

..... I tried to ignore the fact that it was coming out.... I wore one of my hats to work ..... I even went across the road to the pharmacy and purchased some new head gear......but by the time I got home from work I was covered in hair..... I felt like I'd been dipped into a hairdresser's bin !! I had fine little hairs all over my face and up my nose ..... and so, as soon as Dirk got home.... the clippers came out and off it went ..... and I laughed. 

And when I looked in the mirror .... I cried..... The fun was over very quickly. It was definitely real now. There was no denying I had cancer. It's not like I was about to make a movie like G.I. Jane !! (I wish) I had a bald scone, and it wasn't going to change anytime soon.

I got Dirk to take some pics (we even recorded the head shaving for posterity!!) he was desperately trying to make me feel ok. Eventually it worked and he had me laughing.

The pets didn't notice at all.... I was still mum to them and all they wanted was attention and cuddles.... nothing was any different in their eyes - you've got to love that about cats and dogs, their love is unconditional and it's totally irrelevant how you look or how much you yell at them for eating your best plant while you're at work. You yell at them and tell them NO!! and they come and put their head on your lap and love you even more than before..... 

One thing that is annoying about your hair falling out is that you don't have a choice about the day..... mine fell out on the coldest night of the year so far !!! It was only bloody 2C Wednesday night - and for those of you saying "pah .... meh .....that's warm compared to blah... blah... blah...." It's bloody cold in Perth when your house is rigged up with air-conditioners and not central heating !!

Thursday morning came and once again, the shock of what I looked like as soon as I looked into the mirror ...... more tears - but there is a bright side...... the shower feels great on a bald scone and  my "getting ready time" has been cut by half !! I was ready in about 15 minutes !! fab-ness !! Hat went on and off I went. 

And here's the amazing bit.... when I walked into work, one of the guys on my team had shaved his head too.... he didn't want me to be the only one walking around the office with a shaved head !! Some people are so amazing. (Although I hated to point out that there is also a bald-headed guy in our team that we've just hired !! oops !!) 

I haven't quite got the confidence yet to walk around without a hat. I'm happy to take it off and show people, but not yet at the point of leaving it off. 

The comments from my friends and family have been the best though. By over-sharing on Facebook, I've been inundated with gorgeous comments. This really helped me over the past two days. 

We shaved it to a #1 all over, but even the tiny short hairs are still falling out. I imagine it'll be smooth all over before it starts to grow back. But hopefully by then I won't be bothered one little bit about it.

We're off wig shopping today. The hospitals in WA give a wig voucher to cancer patients. So I'm off to try a couple. If I think I'll wear one, I'll get one. If not, I'll return my voucher and not bother. I'll just have to see how it looks and if I think it'll make me feel better or not.

Luckily though.... 23C today and sunny !! 24C tomorrow too.... got to love Perth in winter !!