Some people come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts....... while others come into our lives and make us wanna leave footprints on their face........

OK .. so don't laugh.... but I went absolutely arse over tit this morning and ended up sitting (in new work pants) in a puddle of wee....  One leg went one way, the other the other way and the last thing I saw before I hit the wet deck, was Mavvy wagging his tail watching me !! many thanks Maverick !! I think I split my difference !! He'd left a nice little (did I say little... I meant HUGE) puddle at the top of the stairs... note to self, let him out 1st thing !! But he is a cutey....

I started Cycle4 on Saturday. It's been a mixed week so far, feelings wise. Not in a bad way... just a druggy way. And today, as the four days of Dexamethsone are wearing off, I'm feeling worse !! The coming down is definitely worse than the during.... but I shouldn't complain. It's not unbearable, just that the feelings never stop. There's never an escape from one day to the next - neuropathy, teeth tension, jitters, shakes, anxiety, mood swings, tiredness, insomnia, blurred vision, bitter after taste of everything put in mouth..... OK, I'm complaining aren't I !! ... yawn, I'm beginning to sound like a broken record !!
So I've been thinking about what subjects I can also blog about, I mean you lot aren't going to want to read about the same shit every day for the next.... however long...
Dirk suggested Politics and Economics.... I think I'll leave that one to him !! Then there's the usual rants that bloggers have about what irk's them.... too obvious. Photography... you already see enough of that from me - no need to put words to the pictures.... I'm a bit stumped for ideas. But will keep you posted if I get an idea - you'll be the first to know about it !! Probably even my test bed !!

It's now Thursday.... the rest of my day yesterday was a bit of a blurr.... I don't think I spoke much last night, it was better to stay quiet as I could feel my tension rising. Today is looking like being the same. I managed to get up and get to work ok. But I feel like I'm drunk !! That out of body experience when you have to concentrate to put one foot in front of the other.... and I feel completely wasted / drained / tired / exhausted.

But tonight is the 'night of nights' for South Perth Cricket Club. The night they bring out the red carpet for all the wags !! Stand back papz !! (ok maybe not quite that flash....) Should be a laugh - as always. Hopefully we won't be too late. I have my Zometa infusion at 5pm then a quick rush home for a change and straight there. If there are any side effects from the Zometa I don't think they'll hit me until after midnight, so should be OK..... and then it's Easter.... chocolate, hot cross buns and pills - yummo !! Someone get me some bunny ears and a fluffy tail I want to hop for joy !!

At least the engagement party is now in progress. Well, the invites are out..... I haven't booked a caterer yet - still waiting on a quote - but it's on !! One way or another, we're having a party and bloody hell, I'm going to enjoy it :-)
If you were wondering about the title for this blog, it's dedicated to a former "friend" who has just done the dirty on Dirk & Steve (Dirk's business partner) He's a jerk and deserves all the bad Karma coming to him......