Groundhog Day

Woahhhhh .... bloody hell....!! Talk about a smack around the face with a wet kipper (in that I need one !!) I've woken up with the fuzziest of feelings today. In fact as I write this I could actually still be back in bed asleep. I have no idea !! I'd ask someone to come and pinch me to see if I'm actually here at work, but I'm afraid of the long queue that might start to form outside my office.......

11am ...hahaha... just joking !!! Thank GOD it's not a repeat of yesterday... man, I couldn't do that again in a hurry. But I think I've discovered the way to beat the fog, retail therapy & vino - works a treat :-) could be expensive though....
Today has been so much better so far. Today I only feel like I've been slapped by a whitebait.... not too bad at all. I've been able to focus and actually get some work done too.....

Day7 ...... lunch at The Byrneleigh

It's 3:53 pm - seven minutes until beer o'clock.... why do people want meetings at this time of the day.... I feel like yelling F$%K OFF !!! but I'm pretending to be interested and nodding etc etc... blah blah blah.... yup ... strategy, compelling.... will be a good alliance..... yeah whatever... it's FRIDAY for god's sake !! phew... they've gone.... now where was I?
Oh yes.... 3:57pm mmmmmm

Drinks were good. I was not the centre of attention so for the 1st time in 10 days everything was normal for an hour. Extra work was asked of me at 5pm on a Friday & it felt good (god I'm sick !!) I have to say though. The wine was SHITE today. We really need to get a good wine orderer !! A choice of stale Chardonnay or stale Chardonnay is not ideal. Quick switch to a Vasse Felix red & I'm back in the conversation.... I wasn't sure driving home if I had chemo head or wine head. Hard to say as they feel pretty similar. But I was prepared to tell any cop that asked that it was Chemo head !! Yeah right !!

Pizza night tonight .... Which was gorgeous as always. But now as I sit relaxing in the big chair, all I can feel is pain in my back. And so once again, I'm forced to confront the reality !! Nother wine ?? .... Don't mind if I do !!

I'm not sure if I'm an absolute bitch or if it's just my natural personality shining through.... I'm irritable & very snappy.... I think most people would say its my natural disposition, I'm pretty sure Dirk's not seeing any new personality type. But the last thing I want is Sylvia back on the scene !!! Here's hoping for a good night's sleep :-)